Thinking Out Loud

So this is just kind of a think out loud kind of post, I'm not even sure If I'm really going to post it or not, it's just nice sometimes to put things in words. So off and on lately I've been feeling awfully bored and discouraged. To be honest I really know this is just Satan working on me. I've really been trying to be good and read my scriptures and even do family home evening, which are two things I've wanted to get into the habit of doing for a long time. So I know this is just Satan trying to discourage me and make me feel like I need more out of life and that my life is boring. Anyway so I've really been trying to sit down and set goals, and maybe ideas of things to do, but then the thought of money pops into my mind and realize I can't do all these things. I think my biggest thing is I tend to be a bit of a loner, which I'm ok with to an extent. Ok I don't know if loner is the best description, I'm shy and I have hard time putting myself out there to make friends. I have casual friends, but no one I'm comfortable enough to just call up. So don't feel bad for me, this isn't a wallow session or a please call me kind of thing I'm just putting my feelings into words allowing myself to realize why I'm really feeling like I'm in a slump and what I can do about it. Anyway please don't feel bad for me I'm assuming everyone goes through similar feelings I'm just saying it out loud:O.